I don’t want to be here anymore

So I went out and I come home to my whole room torn apart cause my parents say it’s a mess and they wanted to go through my stuff. They were sooo mad that my stuff was not folded and they were yelling at me. I started crying (like always) the more I cry the louder they yell at me. They hate me. I’m dumb and honestly suck at everything. I disappoint my parents and I just feel like I have no one to talk to. I don’t want to be here and I literally want to die.