20 weeks today😭

I'm sitting with my 13 and 9 year old crying to the movie Look Who's Talking Two...life is so strange sometes...bitter sweet...and it made me think of past good and bad times with the love of muly life and my two children...I'm really looking forward to having a third child and God willing more children...but time really hurts me right now...memories..how it just slips by....and years go on...I make the most of everyday....and so thankful for being here right now...just wanna cry about it I guess...makes me happy sad!