AWFUL Sex SOS

Last night i had sex with someone i’ve been talking to for a while for the first time (with this person, not the first time ever) and it was AWFUL. It was completely my fault bc i haven’t had sex in over a year and aside from that i’ve only had sex like 3/4 times but i am SO embarrassed. I had no rhythm, i would was the most non-sexy version of myself ever-i was awkward and weird and UGH. i have no idea how to act now i’m so embarrassed. I’ve had sex before and never been THIS bad.🙄 i deadass sat in my car after and SOBBED. if the guy ever decides to speak to me again, how can i NEVER be that bad again like help a sista out pls i need all the help i can get