my baby is a pretty relaxed baby.. she doesn't cry much, only when she's hungry. she sleeps most of the day. when I hold her though it's like she wants nothing more than to push me away.. she'll search for a nipple and if she can't find one she doesn't want me. shell sleep on anyone's chest or in their arms just soundly without complaining at all but not always for me. I feel like my baby doesn't want me. breast feeding isn't working out as well as I hoped. my supply came in very late due to alot of bleeding at birth so she's been drinking mostly from a bottle and only from me once or twice a day. I pump for her to drink from the bottle.. I just feel like she doesn't need me. like if I wasn't here it'd be fine. anyone can feed and change her. anyone can cuddle and put her to bed. I'm not special anyone can do it..