Doggy style makes me angry???

Idk why but I hate doggy style so much idk why though like it makes me angry even if I’m hooking up with a guy like I just wanna get up and leave or even when someone brings it up I’ll be like “ I hateee it with a passion” I tried it before and even with my ex I’ve done it many times just for him because he likes it but honestly I felt nothing when I did it and it would just make me angry and I dont know why is this a mental issue??