I tried to kill myself by overdose my antidepressants pills. Sis took me to the hospital I stayed there the night until the next day afternoon . she was very supportive we didn’t tell our family bc that will cause more problems.(the police almost got into it bc the policeman saw the paper “ suicide attempt” my sis convinced him not to take this to the police bc it’ll just cause more problems in our family.

I just feel ashamed bc when i did it i knew I wasn’t gonna die unless I took to other drug with it but I didn’t. Do i just want attention? I hate myself for this I should’ve just died i’m so complicated and I’m afraid of hurting anyone. Idk i feel like life is so much better off without me