My Rainbow!

I am only 8 weeks pregnant, I have seen the heartbeat twice now. One at 6w3d and one at 7w3d. I’m further along than my previous pregnancies which all ended in chemicals and miscarriages! I haven’t told anyone yet about this pregnancy because I’m scared I’ll jinx it. My husband knows of course! This is our rainbow baby and even though I don’t know the sex yet I haven’t been able to pass up anything I see with a rainbow on it. I’m a little obsessed! Anyone else do this too? I can’t be the only one lol