Chemical

Well I’m having a chemical miscarriage. At 14dpo I had my first faint positive. Followed by 5 other faint positives before they went negative. I didn’t just have one or two faint positive I had SIX. I had a blood test done at 18dpo it was negative. Some friends are trying to tell me I was never pregnant because my blood test came back negative but I personally think that by that time my levels were to low to show up positive and now at 21dpo. A week late from period I am now bleeding. I even had to call in sick from work because I’m in a lot of pain. I’ve never in my life called in to work due to cramps but it hurts. I’m cramping and passing a lot of clots and heavier than normal. One of my friends believes me she tells me that I wouldn’t have popped positive on that many tests if I wasn’t at one point pregnant. I’m just upset. I’m relieved and sad. Relieved that I now know what’s wrong with me not wondering why I’m late why I was having so many positive pregnancy test but blood test negative. Sad because is still feels like a loss. I guess I just wanted to vent thank you ladies for listening.