So horny af after giving birth. I don’t think I was like this before giving birth. Now, I do myself whenever I can by watching porn or reading erotic stories. I m not cheating on him. I update my husband all the naughty things I’ve done to myself and naughty things I ve read. 🤓

But today I just couldn’t bring those things up...😔

I read a few short stories about sexual consents.🧐

Is it too late to tell my husband about how I was touched in my childhood without my consent and how I was unresponsive to his touch after getting married. ?🤔I was violated as a girl child, in a way raped. Those bastards didn’t finger me but touched me in a way that I froze , I lost the battle, my body couldn’t just fight or flight, I didn’t even that it was adrenaline pumping because I was too young. 😤😢😭

My parents don’t know. Because I wasn’t sure how to tell them. ☹️I don’t know how to tell someone that I have this sexual trauma just because it’s all in the past and something that I don’t want them to be worried about. I m unable to control the trauma that I went through sexually in a way that those scenes keep coming back whenever I read the word “CONSENT”. I don’t think anyone can be so careless , raped and violated and just can’t say a word about what really bothers them. I m one of them if there are any. I hope everyone gets to talk about it to someone who can really help getting past things....😇

I want to know if it’s the right thing to mask it up or just tell them no matter how late it is. ? 😷I really look forward for people who can give their piece of mind in this situation. Yes, it may be personal but not too personal to share it with the other women. I don’t want anyone to go through this kind of stuff no matter their gender or age. I just want to get the insights of the people so that I can guide my children the best. 👌😇