I’m so confused & hurt.

So...

Long story short, me and my ex were together for (should be 2 years) but it was 7-8 months. I dumped him back in January because he was being such an ass & ruined everything basically.

It was just brought to my attention by someone close to me, who he is also acquainted with, that he came in me multiple times on different occasions & gave me plan B (telling me it was xanax)...

I’m in such a hard place right now, that’s taking toll on me so much and I don’t even know what to do right now. What to think. How many times he did. Why he did it. I don’t know.

Feel free to speak on this with thoughts or something... I just don’t know what to do with that.

Update: ladies, I don’t want y’all telling me to call the police. there’s not anything they’d be able to do about it since it was months ago. i’m looking for more of advice or words of encouragement because i’m really struggling with the thoughts.