Two days since my D&E

We lost our angel baby boy on Friday at 18 weeks and 4 days. He had a hypoplastic left heart and pulmonary atresia. Two of the worst cardiac anomalies. The outlook was very poor for him and it was the worst experience I’ve ever had to go through.

Everything else was so normal in the anatomy ultrasound except for his heart. I’m so sad and I’m so angry that this happened to him. I’m just having a very hard time dealing with losing him. I felt him moving everyday since about 16 weeks.

I know we will get through this pain with time. I just wish I was still pregnant with him.