Ldr and Akward

I’m 14 he’s 18 he was in California I live in Pennsylvania we talk over the phone often like text but I’ve never like physically over the phone he sort of Obsessed with sex he talks about it a lot and it’s really frustrating I’m not that big into sexual thing just yet but I love him and like why why does he do that it hurts me and one time we got on this app and watch porn together it was awkward and he kept saying you wanted to do all the stuff to me in like he wants to take my virginity I’m scared he said he’s going to do it rough and I love him and an hour ago he was getting really sexualAnd I couldn’t take it anymore so I. Broke down and said I couldn’t take it anymore and we could take a break he agreed and said it wasn’t working out but he also said he doesn’t wanna lose me I love him and he loves me but I just can’t handle all the sexual talk we don’t really talks to me about anything other than sex it’s hard