Thinking of having a baby

Hey everyone. I’m wanting to have a baby but I also want to get back in to school and go back to work. I loved my job before I had my son 5 years ago. But my husband says financially if we have a baby in the next year it doesn’t make sense for me to try and go back to work. So I need to choose to either have a baby or work......

My two other kids and I never had the family environment always having the father around and have the family since beginning. I had to basically do it on my own. So I feel like I missed out on having that in my life.