my vagina 😶

I hate my vagina! i was showering when I look down there and show how ugly it is. my lip seem to be getting dark even thru I stop bathing with scented soap. I'm at the point I just want to cut them then stitch it into one big ball. did I mention I have 3 kid 😔 I just hate my body in general. I do kegel, squat and walk and nothing change for me to look better. I have a hang over belly that make me wear one size over, flat butt, granny titt and no hair lol I didn't mean to laugh. I have a body I don't like. I take care of myself daily, properly. braid my hair every week and comb it and half wet every day.