No bfp 😢

Glow told me to test today and I did cause I couldn't help myself even tho af isn't due for 3 more days. I hate hate hate seeing that lonely little line. 😢😣😢 it's getting frustrating. I just want another little one so badly. I've had some light cramping (dk if I can even call it that cause it doesn't really hurt) it's been going on for a week now,and I've always had trouble sleeping but here lately I could sleep sitting up. My SO and I had sex on 3 of my most fertile days. (4th 7th and 8th)I feel like it will never happen and I'm getting irritable and a lil depressed about it. 😢💔