to share or not to share

really wanting to share this, i miscarried on june 5th around 5 weeks. it was my first pregnancy and we tried for 3 months after i got off birth control. it really broke me from the second i saw blood in the toilet. well i got my bfp finally at 10dpo last week. i NEVER got a solid pink line on a first response before, i’m 1 week earlier than i was before also and the test line on my first response is as dark as the control line now at 15dpo with evening urine. i figured this could mean nothing but good news, so i made this and talked to my boyfriend about sharing it to facebook as i’ve already told most of my family and a couple friends. well he looked at me and said “i thought we were waiting?” i mean i was going to but i don’t want to contain my excitement or downplay this pregnancy because the last one didn’t end how we intended it to. he said “it breaks his heart when someone asks how far along i am these days and he has to tell them i miscarried” (no one asks me bc they know) and he just doesn’t want that to happen again. i get where he’s coming from but i just feel like that’s a little selfish for the new baby. what should i do?😕

the first pic is MC pregnancy

as you can see my first response looked negative

this was right before i miscarried at 5 weeks and this was THE best second line i got out of all the first responses i took

MC pregnancy, 11 12 and 13 DPO

new pregnancy:

14DPO

today, 15DPO💗💙💗💙🌈✨