I’m finding it really hard to stay positive and stop myself from overthinking everything.

I’m 32 and we’ve been trying for our first since June last year. Was supposed to have our first fertility appointment last week but has been moved to the 28th of August - was really upset as sick of waiting. Sperm has come back ok and only thing that came back from my blood tests was really low vitamin d. Not had an ultrasound. Periods range from 23 days to 32. Been getting peak opks just ovulate at different times each month.

Feel like it’s just not going to happen at the moment and it’s taking over my life 😞Thankfully my boyfriend is really sweet and understanding but it must be hard for him being around someone who is sad most of the time! Need some hope...