EWCM made me cry

*warning tmi photo below*

You guys, you have no idea how much this tiny little thing means to me lol.

We had a late first tri MMC at 11 weeks in March. We had to induce the MC TWICE! And even then i retained placenta/ tissue and had to have a d&c.;

It took 10 weeks for hcg to leave. This will be our third cycle trying (waiting to ovulate)

I have not seen EWCM in MONTHS! Tried pre seed last month and nothing.

I’ve been eating super healthy, drinking lots of water and incorporating chia seeds (helps with cm) and i finally think my body is getting back on track.

It’s literally just a little bit but this gives me SO MUCH hope. Losing a pregnancy is hard enough but the months of heartache and confusion that follow is like no other. I hated my body, resented myself, couldn’t grow a baby properly then couldn’t even heal / get back on track properly etc.

I know it may sound silly to some and kind of gross but I had to share for the chance that some of you may understand.

Truly think I’m getting back to “normal” it’s even CD13 RIGHT ON TRACK 😭

Ugh, so happy.