today I feel sad

My hormones are probably taking over more than anything. But I was just thinking about my mum. I officially moved out about a month ago, I've been gone for about two months though. My mum still hasn't come to see me yet, I gave her the address and everything but still nothing. My brother has been here twice. I messaged my mum to tell her she accidently gave me some of her papers and she said 'bring it the next time you come'. I don't know when that will be, I've been unpacking stuff and sorting out baby things. She doesn't even message me to see how I am or anything. I thought she would check in or offer to help out with something. Even my SO's mum told me to call her if I needed it anything. I don't care about the fact she isn't able to help me financially, I never expect that from anyone. We've pretty much bought everything ourselves, I just want my  mum to be included. I'm now thinking if she wants to be in the room when I  deliver or if she'll come and see me after. I have always been close to my mum until recently she's changed a lot  and i know she didn't want me to leave, but it was time for me to live my own life. I have my own little family to build now and a baby to take care of. I just can't imagine life without her 😭😭😭 I honestly try to make contact, it just isn't the same. We had a little disagreement the other day which probably didn't help, she still hasn't tried to rectify it since then.