Depression while TTC

Julia • PinkPanther

haven't tested yet but my depression is acting up today. I can't get out of bed. feels like my chest is sinking to the floor. I am surrounded by so much negative thoughts, lack of happiness and knowing being drowned by negative energy. :( I'm hungry but I dont wanna eat. I wish I can just suck it up and test today but I just cant risk a false negative, especially while like this :'( baby dust