I'm so ugly

first things first, don't comment about how I'm probably one of those girls looking for attention by posting bikini pictures. you would be wrong for two reasons: 1. I don't have a bikini and never plan on getting one. 2. I have accepted my body shape. the parts I don't like are how wide my ribcage is and how large my pelvis is. since I know I can't change those, I've accepted it and I never really thought my body looked bad. I have a fairly flat stomach, long, lean, muscular legs, long arms, a muscular butt that's not round, but definitely not flat, and a muscular back. what I really don't like is my face. one side is skinnier than the other. my face is super long. my right eyebrow is half an inch higher than the left. my nose is long, has a big bump in the middle, and curves to the left. in fact my nose is so big and hooked that my mom calls it a parrot beak. my smile always looks crooked, it naturally is, but even when I make it symmetrical, it still looks crooked thanks to the creases you get at the corner of your mouth when you smile. one side of my lower lip hangs down more than the other. when I look in the mirror, I see a beautiful, symmetrical, square face, but whenever I take a picture, I see the ugliest person I've ever seen. I know phone cameras mess up your face a bit, but it even looks ugly in professional cameras. and no one can say that my face is beautiful because there is not a single picture of my face anywhere on the internet, not even any of my profile pictures. I just really wish that I could be beautiful.