So me and my boyfriend been together for a year now and I’ve been lying while me and him we in the mist or texting getting to know each other this was the end of 2016 i lost my virginity to a nobody and after that i block the nobody and we never spoke again. So i never told my bf ab the situation so i led him to believe that he took my virginity. So earlier this summer i finally told him the truth and he broke down crying he even called me out my name and i felt so freaking bad like this is somebody i love and i hurt him to the core and the crazy part ab it i didn’t even tell him the full truth that he deserves. So a couple nights ago we were otp the phone and the situation happened again and i just told him i told him the full truth i told him everything he block me he said i was a hoe for laying on my back and he called me untrustworthy and i understand that he mad at me but Ik I’m far from being a hoe bc i had sex w one guy Ik that but it’s was so bad that i told his sister that he called me out of my name i called his mom and everything telling her what happened bc at this point i see no return in our relationship bc i never been disrespected like that so i ft him the next day to actually talk to him and he was talking to his aunt ab the situation bc she a minister and she prayed over us and the next day we were good we both apologized we came to agreements that we are gonna start fresh we gonna try new things get tattoos all that so we were good these past couple days until just now he asked me ab it and i told him the whole situation again now he saying I’m liar and my story not adding up now that he thinks ab it and idk what to do i prayed to god and idk what else to do but to put it in God’s hands bc i told him the truth and he not believing me which i understand bc i lied for so long but i can only do this for so long like it gets tiring I’m trying my best, what do y’all think i should do? Keep reassuring him or should i just let it go