Ugh feeling like an awful mom 😭

JK

So we started transitioning our LO out of the bassinet & into the crib in his room a few nights ago. Last night I go in around 1 when he wakes up for his 1st night feed. I turned the sound off on the monitor when I did so any extra noise wouldn’t wake my husband. When I come back I check the monitor for a few moments to make sure he’s really back out , set it down & go back to sleep.

This morning I hear him crying from the other room! I grab the monitor.... I never turned the sound back up 😳. I’m not so worried about this morning, i had woken & checked the monitor a little but earlier, so I feel pretty confident that even if he’d be crying a little longer than normal it wasn’t very long.

But I just can’t help to feel sick thinking about him possibly crying last night &no; one going to him 😭😭😭😭. He usually wakes up twice, but not always. And I did feed him both breasts at his 1 feeding in hopes he’d go longer. (Usually feed just one side). Our rooms are right across the hall... I want to tell myself he just slept & I would’ve heard him, but the alternative is breaking my heart.