I’m not sure what even happened to me but I woke up today just not wanting to be an adult. I have two beautiful kids going through difficult stages in their lives making parenting an absolute nightmare 86% of the time. Sleep is a joke, cooking is impossible, cleaning (lmfao) and my sex life with my husband? Well let’s just say the only time we can have it is close to never but we have to force ourselves to just let the babes be alone for a little while so we can somehow get enough energy to enjoy it a little. I hear phantom cries when I shower, I’m being touched all day long by kids and husband and animals and I just want to be left the f*ck alone lol. I’m all about putting everyone first and always do by my health is going down the drain, I shower maybe one time every 3 days, and it’s only like a 10 minute rushed shower where I still have shampoo in my hair by the end because I’m running out to see why they’re crying. I absolutely love my family to death they are the world to me but today I’m mentally breaking down. I think I sprained my toe, my skin is dry as sandpaper and the bags under my eyes could hold 20 items from Target. Please someone tell me they feel me right now. LOL mama needs some wine, white sandy beach, blue clear water and to hear nothing but waves crashing and birds chirping.