Today at work a guy that I know who also knows my ex. asked me if he had been still helping me to have a baby. I said "nah its been 5 days since we last seen each other. I do believe things are over" he said "well are you pregnant?" I said "no" he said "why not. is he not helping?" nd I said "he has been for nine months but lately I've been seeing him less and less" he said "well maybe your taco doesnt take sour cream because he has a kid already so it's not him it's you"

yall have no idea how bad that hurt. how much I just wanted to cry right there and say I know it has to be me. but I just said nothing as he bragged about how it only took him 2 months for his girlfriend to get pregnant. lucky her. then I asked him what was he having and what was he naming the baby. (a boy named Zi'las) I told him I would name my son a Jr and my daughter Xoi like Zoe. he just was in disgust by the Xoi and said maybe you don't need to have kids & not to worry because I cant have them.