He’s coming HOME!!!!

LONG POST sorry....

I got a text today saying he’s coming HOME!!!

He’s been away for 4weeks for work. ( never spent a night apart since we got together)

I finally get my best friend, my soul mate, the love of my life, my everything but most of all my kids get there stepdad/dad back...

This has been the most hardest and stressful 4weeks ever but we made it...

No one actually thought I would be able to cope without my partner but I have.

The past 4 weeks....

Iv been in hospital, had an operation then back to work a week after the operation, iv ran my house, iv paid bills, iv brought a new car ( my old one broke )... looked after and not stressed to much with our boys.. ( my youngest has really bad behaviour problems and gets even worse when dads not about ) ...

the list goes on and on...

but I did it...

Yes a few nights, ok, more than a few nights iv cried myself to sleep but iv actually done it....

I don’t no the date he’s coming home but he said it will be next week...

Iv got to pick him up from the airport with the kids and my anxiety is already sky high knowing iv got to take them there on my own but knowing iv done what iv done already hopefully I will be ok...

And a big shout out because We have also agreed we will be continuing TTC when he’s home, we was getting to the point of giving up. (TTC for 2years)

I feel like I have won the Lotto...

Some of you may not understand any of this but I needed to get it all off my chest...

if I told my family any of this I would get a blunt and crap reply ( they only care when they no I’m failing at something )

I just want to shout out to the world... I done it and I’m actually so proud of myself... I’m 26 years old, I have an 8 year old and a 6 year old ( both boys ) I work 5-6 days aweek ( after my op and have the week off I ended up doing 13days straight at work) .... I’m just so proud...

oh and to top all this off iv gone from a Size 16 (UKsize) to a size 10 (UKsize).... all iv done is stop eating junk.

Sorry for long post but really needed to get that off my chest...

Now when he comes home I’m telling you all now... he ain’t leaving our bedroom for a long time 😂👌 any tips on how to make his 1st night back home all fun and exciting?

Now if you’ve read all that I just want to say Thank you 🙏😊