Support and Advice Needed

Hey girls!

Some context here: my boyfriend and I don’t use condoms but he never ever cums inside of me. I’ve been taking my birth control safely, every day at the same hour, no pills missed, etc. And I’ve been taking them since January. I’m 18 years old. My pills are for 21 days then rest 7 days and start again right? My doctor said I could take them without the break if I wanted to, so I did it for the past 3 months. Right now I’m on my third day of break and I feel pms but my period isn’t here at the moment.

I’m scared af because I’m young and still haven’t graduated school yet, it’s my senior year.... my boyfriend is 19, but still we are young and I want my period so badly😭 I know birth control can make you skip some periods and everything but I’m too scared and I don’t know what to do! I need some advice😭😭😭

Update: my doctor said it’s normal if I don’t get my period on the pill.... but I don’t know why I’m still so scared😪 Some blood is coming out when I go to the bathroom like old blood, seems like my period probably will be happening tomorrow🙈 I really do hope so but I’m still afraid