Finally ended things w my mental abuser

After separating but still not being able to end things permanently. He Kept trying to stay in mine and the kids life, promising me change but still hurting me mentally. I’m exhausted. And even tho I’m so scared to say IM ENDING THIS. But still hinting it every time we fought, I think he’s getting the point. Why do I feel bad tho? 😞 this guy took my soul and heart and tore it up! But I’m so scared to hurt his feelings... ugh manipulation at its best 😞 all I know is that I don’t want to live my life like I’ve been....physical abuse hurts but mental abuse breaks you 💔 even tho I’ll never be at peace... I made a child with this man and I know for a fact he’s going to make my life miserable.