Another positive HPT, another early miscarriage đź’”

Brandybella 🌷 • happily taken by my lovely KJ 💍 mommy to Marshall 💙 06|15 Baby K 💖 due January 2020

I knew I was pregnant for 2 weeks. I had all the symptoms and just felt so off.

I tested, and got a positive HPT. đź’“

I was so happy and excited that it was confirmed what my body was telling me.

Then suddenly I woke up one morning and I wasn’t instantly hungry. I didn’t get motion sickness in the car, and I wasn’t overly nauseous. I knew something was wrong.

I tested again and got a very faint positive. I tried to feel positive about it, but I still knew something was wrong. I lost the feeling and “miscarriage” just became an overwhelming thought that wouldn’t leave my mind.

That same day, while at work, I got cramps and I knew it was happening.

I was spotting and again I was trying to be hopeful, like possibly implantation bleeding, but it was obvious I lost the pregnancy.

Now I’m bleeding heavily and I’m just so distraught. I went from full blown early pregnancy symptoms to being in so much pain and heavy bleeding. 💔

Hopefully next month we’ll get a sticky bean🤞🏼

But until then, I’ll be over here crying and feeling sad.