This is my fourth baby. All three kids were vaginal with no issues. After my anatomy scan I was told I have placenta previa but it could change. My due date is October 21st. Turns out that after several appts with a high risk Doc, it's complete and I need a c-section.

My new date is October 2nd which makes it at 37 weeks.

I am disappointed that my partner won't experience a vaginal delivery for his first baby and baby comes out ealier but mainly I'm scared. I am scared as I've never had to have this procedure. Heard so many horror stories about infections after that I'm petrified about the entire process and how it works when you show up on the scheduled date and time. Feels so surreal that his Birthday is planned and I just walk in at 8am and baby is cut out 😬 Maybe I'm overreacting but my mind doesn't shut off at night about it and I feel so alone with these thoughts.