Embarrassing

Um....don’t judge but is it bad to wear adult “diapers” they’re not exactly diapers they’re the pullups things kids wear if they are bedwetters um.. I can’t stand tampons, and pads kind of move and my flow is so heavy so it always gets on my pants so Gramma bought me the lets call them period armor (idk lol) and it worked very well because if you have a heavy flow it stops it from leaking, not going to stop using them because they work and aren’t obvious when I wear them but I am so fricken embarrassed because I mean come on it’s embarrassing lol! I never really tell anyone I just kind of wanted to know if any of you use them...? I mean is it bad? Don’t laugh or make jokes I swear to god.