Okay.... So for my 1st born I was dead set on going NATURAL. I mean I even told my midwife to make sure everyone on THE BIG DAY knew don't mention the Epidural option!! I was so set on it that I had her write a note on the door.

So I did it you all... Completely utterly naturaul labor. IT HURT SO BAD I DID NOTHING BUT PRAY THE ENTIRE ENTIRE TIME!! My bed rail was the only thing I held on 2.

Wellllllll flash fwd now. My 2nd is due February and uhhhhh I'M REALLY THINKING SCREW THAT EPIDURAL FOR 100 PLEASE .. Lol am I punk?? Should I just tough it up? Urggghhh