Me or him

posted about this before but a week later and sex is the last thing on my mind. My husband stopped asking but he still lust over me. It’s just not the kind of attention I want from him. I’m starting to think it’s not the lack of interest in sex but it’s the type of intimacy I want. Like clearly we sex as I’m pregnant with number 4 but it’s like that’s not the type of intimacy I want. It’s like I’m over the immature approach to sex & that’s why I don’t want it. Maybe it’s cause we argue off and on like cats & dogs. We can have sex sun-Tuesday then not talk and be pissed at each other for the rest of the week. Maybe it’s me not him 🤷🏽‍♀️ I’m 10 weeks & when we were having sex it was like I was forcing myself. Then it felt like just sex. He helps with our other kids around the house but I do the important stuff. Our marriage hasn’t been a cake walk and with another baby’s I’m seeing what I want