Trying to feel better after MC

Hope Faith • I`m 29 and happily married.. 4 MCs. Rainbow baby born Nov 2016. Rainbow Baby #2 due Oct 2018. Mommy of girls! PCOS warrior.
So I had a miscarriage on July 8th. It was rough. It was my first pregnancy. Yesterday was my birthday and my husband made it really special so that we can be happy. I also decided I needed a change so I dramatically cut my hair and colored it. Change is good. Change is healthy. Now even though I feel I will always have a little sadness from the loss I am happy for tryin again and having the husband I do to go through life with. Still looking forward to the future. I hope everyone who has experienced loss as I can hopefully get through the pain and never give up. I promise to do the same. We woman are in it together.