work advice?

so i’ve been out of work for about a month and its been horrible. i have bills and i’m dangerously close to running out of money, which is anxiety inducing in itself. let me put it out there that i have severe anxiety. i’m usually able to control it and get through things but lately its been harder on me and i’m not sure why. so i got a job at a small café in a bookstore. i was so excited! yesterday was my first day and it was easy, sure, i have barista experience but it was pretty boring and i can’t see myself doing it long term. the icing on the cake is that yesterday was my first day opening and the shift lead who was teaching me told me i’ll be opening by myself tomorrow. alone. on my second day. the anxiety this is causing me is too much to handle. i barely remember what to do. i have NO idea how much to bake, how do to the pull, or even which soups i’m supposed to make tomorrow. i think that is so unfair. and i know i’m probably overreacting but i’ve been feeling so sick about it today. nauseous all day and feeling like i can barely breathe. i decided to quit. i need money but this is worse than i ever imagined a job could be. i have two interviews lined up on monday, one at lowes and one at a bank so i’m just hoping for the best. i’m not sure why i’m posting or what i’m hoping to gain. maybe someone who understands the struggle and understands why i’m making the decision i’m making. i’m not proud of it. i’m disappointed in myself. but i know that this is the choice i need to make for myself right now. thanks for reading.