So upset giving up hope

Amanda • Ttc#2 for a long time now got glow app in feb mid cycle I really want a fall baby so I`m making every effort next month
I am 2 days late all bfn just went to the bathroom and checked my cervix and I think AF is on her way. TMI... There was a little pink... It's been 1.5 yrs I'm just giving up hope it will happen for us again. I only just got this app last week too