Reality

Let me just start out by saying, I'm 22 and I still live at home with my mom and 5 out of 7 of my siblings. Last night, I came to the reality that I will be having the baby. Not my mom or my dad/his girlfriend, but me. That it's not another sibling for me to help take care of, but my own little person whom I will be responsible for. One that I will have to do everything for, being that baby's dad is not in the picture (he left me before I found out and hasn't been interested in baby since). I'm excited to become a mommy, but I'm just terrified of the whole hospital thing and making all these important decisions for my child. My parents were both teenagers when they had me and did a damn good job raising me, but I feel like I'll fail as a parent.