Cholestasis

Doctors think I may have Cholestasis. I’ve had itchy palms for a few days and yesterday the itching was Insane. I felt like I walked through poison ivy. I called L&D they asked me to come in immediately. While I was there i had gray stool. I’ll know more Wednesday at my next appt. They started me on Ursodiol just incase and I have to go have NST tests now before my appt. I had one last night, next one is Tuesday. It’s kind of freaking me out because I have another month before she’s due, and now she may be in my arms three weeks early. It’s mentally preparing for her. I’ve been crying all morning. I’m hoping it’s nothing, but I just have a feeling it’s what it is. Any advice from mamas who have had this is greatly appreciated.