Hits me hard. Help.

Ashley
I'm really not sure how to express these emotions in a manner that can't hurt.....but if it were to be on a blank canvas, the paint would be everywhere. 
How is it that you ladies, who have been TTC'ing for x amount of time, felt the frustrations of your husbands bro friends becoming daddy's, while all the while feeling like you're worthless, unable to give him the privilege to expierence fatherhood,  made it through. I really can't put these thoughts to words....my apologies if what I'm trying to express doesn't make any sense. I'm just so torn up and need some encouragement. :/