I have died everyday waiting for you

I’ve been trying for 5 years. 7 mc. No reason why.

I finally gave up. In December I decided if I didn’t get pregnant I was done. I gave up. I’m tired of getting hurt. I’m tired of putting my body through this. December 22nd came. So did af. I was done. I had sex once. And a few weeks later I realized my period was late like a week or two. I stopped tracking.

Baby girl I have died everyday waiting for you. I have loved you long before you were conceived. My life has changed for the better. She’s up to 4lb 7oz.