So empty!!!

Krysti • I have 4 living children, two 1st trimester miscarriages, a stillborn son, and 2nd trimester miscarriage of my son.
Just got my sons cremains back today and it does feel better to have him here with me but I still feel so empty so lost. It has been only 3 days since I gave birth and all I have left of him is pictures. I cry so hard because instead of bringing him home alive I had to bring him home this way. Lord give me strength please! At least I do have pictures of his beautiful face