Curiously curious

So since this pregnancy my relationship has been just full of ups n downs... idk y but I feel lik it’s putting a strain on things.... so many times I have wanted to get be up then I remember I have a human growing in me that feeds off of me that needs me... I feel lik he just doesn’t care yet I keep getting a gut feeling something is wrong... Idk wat it is but I feel lik this pregnancy has messed things up hell some times I feel lik I made a mistake by getting pregnant now I’m paying for it.... wat do I do ....