I just want..

To be loved. I have 3 beautiful babies that I am blessed to have. 2 with my first husband and the baby with my current relationship. I am so independent. Can run the house by myself. Support all of us financially. All I need in my life is a loving husband. Majorly struggling in that area. My boyfriend doesn't talk to me. Touch me, hug me, kiss me, sleep in the same room as me. I cant keep living like this.