Give me hope..... positivity needed

So me and my husband have been trying to conceive for 2 years now with no joys!

We have both been tested and all is ok with me but my husband had low spent count.

Every month I feel more and more defeated and I feel as though as others around me become pregnant and have children I am in a way becoming so negative it’s almost depression.

I dont know how to get my positivity and hope back.

Anyone had a silver lining at the end of a long wait?

TIA Ladies xx