Trouble bonding with 🌈

Riches

So this is our rainbow baby after 2 miscarriages (4 wks & 12 wks). I'm 21 weeks now, baby is solid and not going anywhere. But I have been feeling/noticing lately that I don't feel as bonded/attached with this baby. I guess part of me is still scared to get attached to it because I've been through that before. I finally let myself hope again on the 2nd pregnancy and the rug still got pulled out from under me.

Anyone else feel this same way? Any advice?