Still nothing :(

One year ago today I got the phone call that I knew was coming but hoped it never did. My hcg levels weren't rising the way they should have been and at 8 weeks, still no baby found on an ultrasound. One year ago tomorrow will be the day that the doctor said she felt it was an ectopic and I had methotrexate. I was really hoping for a positive test this month but AF came :'(. Here's to hoping for a positive test in August. I'm not sure I can take another 7 months of disappointment.