Planned Abortion but Miscarried Naturally

I unexpectedly found out i was 8 weeks pregnant in April and planned to get an abortion. Long story short, I ended up starting to bleed heavily the night before and found out at my appointment i had miscarried. It was still very hard for me but I can’t exactly explain the feeling in words. I also don’t know anybody that’s gone through making the decision of getting an abortion or has been through a miscarriage, never mind both. I’ve talked to my mom and my friends about it and they’ve been very supportive but it’s hard for them to relate.

I’m don’t feel like I deserve to be in this group but I also don’t feel like I belong in the miscarriage group. Just wondering if anybody here has gone through this also...

Much love xx