19 weeks! I can't believe it!😊

Why can't I believe it?! Because my husband and I tried for 12 years to get pregnant. I had gastric bypass over 3 years ago and after two years, we decided to try again. Last year we finally did and we ended up losing it at 8 weeks, and then lost my twins, one at 6 weeks and the other at 8. I still cry when I think of them. But we tried again after 3 cycles and got pregnant again! I think like a lot of people who've had a miscarriage,I was worried of losing this one too. When I passed the 8 week mark I felt relief as this was the first time I'd ever gotten this far. And when I got to my second trimester I cried! And now, 19 weeks!!!! I can hardly believe it! I pray daily about my little jelly bean and we have so much love for him already. My hubby and I are both thrilled! This was yesterday trying in some maternity clothes cause my shirts are getting to small!