Just need someone to hear me out!

Hi everyone,

I’ve been in my thoughts lately and just have had a hard time expressing myself. I’m 24 weeks pregnant with my first little girl so I’m so excited but there’s been so much dwelling being done by my husband and his family that I don’t feel like anyone else is excited. My husband has a 5 year old daughter that her mother does not let my husband or his family involved with. They are currently going to court. I know my hubby is very sad and I can’t imagine his pain and I try to be there for him as much as I can, but you guys sometimes I just want him to be excited with me for this baby. It breaks my heart and maybe I’m being selfish idk but I know that we prayed for this baby we wanted her more then anything and now that she’s on her way I thought everyone would be happy. I know she will never replace any child, no child can! But I just pictured this to be so different. My husband is so depressed and so consumed with court and my stepdaughter that I don’t have much support from him. I’m very sad and just can’t talk to anyone because I’m afraid of sounding selfish but this is supposed to be such an exciting time for all of us and I feel so alone and nobody understands.