11 dpo, the wait is killing me

So my expected period is tomorrow and I promised myself I wouldn't test until I was late by 3 days. I am regular, almost uncanny like to the hour. Being 11 dpo this is killing me. Either I'll be super upset or excited or frustrated. I just had to vent this here. I started tracking my temps this month and I know I ovulated on the 18th, bd my butt off, having pregnancy dreams every other night. I just want this so bad, I know so many others are struggling and fighting this same battle. I've been tcc for nearly 3 years, had a miscarriage this January and lost both twins. Baby dust to all!